I am feeling super blue today!!! Can someone cheer me up? :( [9:56 AM]

I hate u!!! I dunno y I have to do such much where else the rest do not need. Y do I have to count n do so much? Overloaded with work the stress me up and de-moralize me further. How to survive? Do u understand how I felt? When I needed someone for small celebration there is no one for me to turn to. When I need listener to nag my bloggie is always there for me. Thanks bloggie!!!! :) [9:22 AM]

A true frd is someone who will stay by u when u needed. Smile with u when u are happy, cry with u when u are upset, hug u tight when u are super depressed. Have u found one? I realize it's always hard to find a true real true friends as friendship never last long as what I always thought. I thought you are but sooner or later you prove me wrong. There is no such things in this world!  It's my fault to believe in it where it doesn't exist at all. [6:48 PM]

I have finally found a way back to my blogger!!!!! So I shall delete my lj And be back to bs!! Happie!!!! :) [12:43 AM]

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What have i done? i am always at fault, no matter what i have say and done, i would have offend someone in the end. What do you expect me to do? i cant please everyone you see. If u expect that, please ensure i was never in the house or location where all people are around.

I want to move away, away from all these rubbish that is not cause by me yet blames on me for no reason. I, myself have got lots of issues and problems too, why no one ever care? When there is mistake done, everyone would put the blame at me. You quarrelled and IS ALL BECOZ OF ME? I hate all these. I am not maid, i am not someone for you to vent anger on too.


Fuck all these rubbish!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have my own emotion and feelings too. Do look out for me too though i am nt as impt as normal human being but at least treat me with basic respect. I will also feel hurt and upset you see. I am tied with nothing but injuries. Please just leave me alone okay. I need no one like you all. I rather stay n being alone.

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Aloha!!!


It have been quite sometimes since i last update my blog. hee, its either i am busy or i am too lazy to blog. Anyway i am here to update now. =)

Genting trip:
I have a great genting trip with my sis n cousin kel. Although its super rush yet we have enjoyed the fullest with games and FOODSSSSS... =) All pictures are at my fb. I hope to go again.

Family:
I have just celebrated mummie's bday, giving her surprises that we have long plan together. We just love surprises. =D Happie bday mummie.

Esmee have her 1st mth celebration at the club house. She is super cute like a little princess. Cant wait for her to start talking and walking so that we can go shopping together.

Work:
Yes, starting for 30th april, i am starting my new role, a role that i feel stressed up in taking up as gossips are around that will drown me soon.. Whatever, i shall see how as time goes by.


Anyway i dunno what else to say. Thats all. [1:49 PM]