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moody

2010-09-06T09:56:00.001+08:00

I am feeling super blue today!!! Can someone cheer me up? :(

cant believe it!!!

2010-09-03T09:22:00.001+08:00

I hate u!!! I dunno y I have to do such much where else the rest do not need. Y do I have to count n do so much? Overloaded with work the stress me up and de-moralize me further. How to survive? Do u understand how I felt? When I needed someone for small celebration there is no one for me to turn to. When I need listener to nag my bloggie is always there for me. Thanks bloggie!!!! :)

have u found one?

2010-08-11T18:48:00.001+08:00

A true frd is someone who will stay by u when u needed. Smile with u when u are happy, cry with u when u are upset, hug u tight when u are super depressed. Have u found one?I realize it's always hard to find a true real true friends as friendship never last long as what I always thought. I thought you are but sooner or later you prove me wrong. There is no such things in this world! It's my fault to believe in it where it doesn't exist at all.

happie

2010-08-08T00:43:00.001+08:00

I have finally found a way back to my blogger!!!!! So I shall delete my lj And be back to bs!! Happie!!!! :)

2010-05-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

Call me Miss braces soon.....

2010-04-25T17:19:00.002+08:00

What have i done? i am always at fault, no matter what i have say and done, i would have offend someone in the end. What do you expect me to do? i cant please everyone you see. If u expect that, please ensure i was never in the house or location where all people are around.

I want to move away, away from all these rubbish that is not cause by me yet blames on me for no reason. I, myself have got lots of issues and problems too, why no one ever care? When there is mistake done, everyone would put the blame at me. You quarrelled and IS ALL BECOZ OF ME? I hate all these. I am not maid, i am not someone for you to vent anger on too.

Fuck all these rubbish!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have my own emotion and feelings too. Do look out for me too though i am nt as impt as normal human being but at least treat me with basic respect. I will also feel hurt and upset you see. I am tied with nothing but injuries. Please just leave me alone okay. I need no one like you all. I rather stay n being alone.

WARNING!!!!!!

STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

Aloha!!!

It have been quite sometimes since i last update my blog. hee, its either i am busy or i am too lazy to blog. Anyway i am here to update now. =)

Genting trip:
I have a great genting trip with my sis n cousin kel. Although its super rush yet we have enjoyed the fullest with games and FOODSSSSS... =) All pictures are at my fb. I hope to go again.

Family:
I have just celebrated mummie's bday, giving her surprises that we have long plan together. We just love surprises. =D Happie bday mummie.

Esmee have her 1st mth celebration at the club house. She is super cute like a little princess. Cant wait for her to start talking and walking so that we can go shopping together.

Work:
Yes, starting for 30th april, i am starting my new role, a role that i feel stressed up in taking up as gossips are around that will drown me soon.. Whatever, i shall see how as time goes by.

Anyway i dunno what else to say. Thats all.

2010-03-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

Decision-making

Yes. I have been thinking shld i shld not i for this past 3 days and seriously i have got no conclusion and no idea what i should do at this moment. Part of me wants to go, part of me not willing to. Am i such a troublesome kid? lol.

Anyway, my bestie jos, gave me quite a good suggestion. Tks babe for all the advise. =) My dearest menotr also gave me endless of advise n suggestion, i feel like a small kid now, like making decision to go school.

For this i conclude, i am not a good decision maker as till date no conclusion has yet to be make. -_-" save me!!!! i have lose endless day of sleep thinking of this issue throughout the night! I need to break free now, SAT FASTER COME!!!!!! =D

2010-03-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

Forgotten..

I feel that i am being forgotten for such an important occasion. Thingys aint like what it used to be anymore and i hate it more n more as time goes by as mar comes closer each day.

Shattered heart with lonely soul...

2010-02-21T17:16:00.009+08:00

Cny

Oh well, cny comes n goes like breeze of wind. Its not the best yet not the worst for me as i have got rashes during cny. -_-" AND THERE ARE NO CLINIC open...... wth right? Anyway reunion dinner was awesome, we have lots of food as well as the best and loudest yu sheng for the night. though we did not go chinatown this year, i still hope that everything will goes on smoothly and i will be more happie for the year of tiger.. *ROAR*

Picture time:

Alot of food isnt it?

We drank alot that night =/

Alittle of cny deco brigten up the hse:

Ang pows are essential:

Lastly not forgetting the wonderful Vday during cny:

ps: I hope auditors will be more lenient to us due to shortage of manpower. We have been workin damn hard staying till 8 plus 9 everyday. please bless us... =/

Thats all peeps.

Will be back soon to update more....

2010-01-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Good bye Jan 2010

yap. the old 2009 is gone and awaiting us is the brand new 2010. I thought it would be a good year or rather a good start for me. BUT..... up till date, i haven been feeling very happie actually. I somehow lost the feeling of happie.

Things somehow do not goes as what i want or hope to be. The upset-ness treated by my so called 'friends' make me realise how lonely i am. Yes, the day where i realise i got no one to rely on. My friends are not my friends, my families are too busy to notice i am crying in my room. I do not blame anyone but myself as i am so worthless for people to dote on me.

Anyway, enough of all these rubbish, somehow i still have some happie issues to share. How irony. =/ My mess with 'friends' makes me realise i still have silly at all times isnt it? I always have silly, kloe, elyn, jos n helen no matter what, i hope thats isnt my 1 sided thinking anyway.

updates:

Shopping with kloe is awesome, did i say we can buy alot of things within that little 1 hour? lol. Movie with jos was great too, did i mention we both got shock from some parts of the movie and what we did is to hold each other. lol. And during that night, we have got ourselves each a pair of slipper. How nice isnt it?

My first attempt to simpang bedok, it wasn't as bad as i thought actually. =D Food is nice, company was great.

My sis came back from bkk with lots of stuff, no much excitment for me, i will be going on july too.

Thats all peeps.

2009-12-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

3 more days to 2010!

Yeah, its time for an overall evaluation or u call it conclusion of my year 2009. It has been ups and downs for me. I nearly gave up all but there are always people around me to motivate me and gave me hope, hence i am still hanging!!!!

From what i have been thru, i got to know true friends as well as got to know more about myself. Thanks everyone, regardless the ones that hurt me or support me like buddy, u make me grow!!!!

What i have been thru:

Got my awesome job at hsbc. From occ to relief to tme.
know a bunch of awesome frd from work that makes me realise i could actually have a grp of besties
being thru the lost of everything, loss of besties, loss confidence, loss of family support, loss of interest with everything
got into an acccident that makes me fear of transport and even driving myself
been thru almost a month of emo-ness
went to my first hk trip
make the most serious mistake at work that deeply affect me
been single for the whole year (that doesnt really matter though. =D)
got my fav omnia 2 phone
cry alone in the room and started writing my diary again
felt lonely like nobody cares
never save $$ at all
got my first lappy
from interest to drink and club and pub to non stop, be it with frds or families
drove bm sports car for the first time
got my first full AWS for the year
celebrated my first xmas with my grp of besties
Went to endless of wedding dinner
Been thru awesome party-life and chalet
lost touch with school life already
Change my lifestyle and dressing
rejected SIM application
apply and submit endless resume on jobs that i am not keen
saw the someone that i have never thought i would met again
got to know all guys are flirt/players (no good guys in this world coz all good guys are taken up, lol)
from dependant to independant
from nothing to everything
from a student to a full time working adult
non-stop of falling sick throughout the years
injured my ankle again and again
stick to meet a grp of besties on every wed of my life
plan to meet my sweets darling elyn and kloe at least once every 2 weeks
Plan my upcoming bkk and taiwan trip

I have been thru worst that make me grown as well as been thru best that pull me thru. I hope 2010 would be a better year for me instead!

Wishers or u call it resolution for the year of 2010:

to be stronger
to start saving $$$
to kick all the 'frds' out from my list
to slim down more
to be happy forever
to make more new friends to sparkle up my life
never to see that someone again
to meet up with all my frds
get a new camera
got IPHONE!!!!

Thats all peeps! Sorry for being so wordy.

Ciao

And advance happy new year!!!! =D

2009-12-22T22:02:00.002+08:00

X'mas

As time goes by, the breeze of x'mas is coming nearer n nearer and i am loving it. I love festive season especially with your families, besties or love ones. Enjoy everyone!

I am done with my xmas gift!! =)

Random:
I hate public transport for the first time! i nearly got into a accident that shock my life. Feel so useless at that moment. Suddenly, i felt loss and the urge to call home to tell them i love them though at times they irritate me too. If the car didnt stop on time, what would happen? Would i still be here blogging? Or rather i am gone forever. The thoughts that chill me off. =(

Side note/
Treasure everyone you love as you will never know how long can u live.

JEWEL BOXXXX:
I had an awesome time at jewel box with my love one! Didnt know that taking photo with fake snows could be so much fun, didnt know we could get so high with bottles of champ n red wine. LOL! I just love hanging out with them. =)

2009-12-10T18:33:00.002+08:00

Lack of updates..

I haven been really updating my happenings lately. Yap! i am on leave from last tue to fri adn i am enjoying the off by slacking at home and playing games.

Work:
work isnt happie nor unhappie. Nothing much i can do and say since i am so powerless. The M aganist the C. Yap, so political and it is drifting everyone away. I miss occ yet there are nthing i can do to go back the best memories.

Friends:
My dearest friend are all busy with their own life and its time for me to get a much more better life or rather more adventurous life.

Oh ya, I am going bkk with my dearest KLOE ELYN AND HENDERSON on mar 2010 and i cant wait to go traveling with them. Its gonna be very awesome!!! I am loving it.

Randomess:
I just did my facial and it is god damn red now!! Got to hide at home and slack again!

Side note:
i wanna go mesuem! ANYONE????

Thats all

Ciao.

2009-12-07T22:11:00.001+08:00

Sometimes...

Sometimes you just dun understand how i felt. It has never been good and never will it be. All gone. Dreams and hopes gone and let it be. I am fated to be unless and with nothing...

love,
huii

2009-12-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Wedding dinner

Yap. I am attending a dinner tonight. I wonder why everyone is getting married this year. Basically almost all of my close friends are either engaged or married by this year as well as my family and relative.

Hmmm. maybe i am just old enough to witness all these happie occassion. Anyway wish all the best to all those that are just married or engaged! Live happily ever after.

Random-ness

1 more day to my 4 days AL!!! Yippee yahoo.. i have enough of all rubbish at work as well as gossip at work. Such political nowadays. I wonder why? i still prefer my occ days with my gal where we have more fun and laughter than any political issues. When will this happiness drop by tme?

Side-note!
Cant wait to watch movies with jos and helen again!!!! =D

Thats all!

Ciao (got to go now!!!)

2009-11-26T20:22:00.005+08:00

Final farewell...

The first good-bye that i find it hard to say. Nevertheless, its a best for my boss and i wishes the best for him. The bestest csm i have ever encountered, the never ending support, the patience guidance, the cheerful environment that he had given us was the best memories i have ever had in HSBC.

Everyone leaves eventually, starting from spitting us from OCC, the leaving of siti, elyn and kevin. Memories will be the best part in my life and farewell isnt the end of the life. Its a beginning of a new chapter and yes, i am sure life will be better even though bosses are different.

The craziness night i have ever had with them:

Random:

Meet up my bestie jos yesterday and we just had some shopping trip and chats. Love going out with her. =)

Ciao~~

2009-11-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

Bored...

I am hurt and dying of bore-tism... Hate spending weekend with injuries.. >_<

2009-11-02T11:38:00.016+08:00

Ikea...

I am loving ikea trip my my dearest uncle, jojo, ting and keoo. =D The non-stop of photo taking and endless laughter in ikea.

Here are the pics:

Thats abt all.

Ciao =)))

2009-11-01T16:40:00.004+08:00

Happie Halloweennn

Yes. I had my party this year at night safari with my slibings and cousins. The endless of queue, the overcrowded of people, the hotness and wetness of night as well scary-ness of staff over there.

Although it was fun but my mood isnt very nice. Isnt very good. The news that affect all of us. I hate that feeling. =/

ps: more pics at my FB. =)

2009-10-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

A shocking news~

Yes the news that shock me and depressed me. When times are up i will post it it..

DEPRESSED~~~

2009-10-26T18:26:00.016+08:00

Marriage , wedding , Rom-ing~~

Been through my best frd ROM, my cousin's wedding and my uncle's grand wedding. Now even my buddy tell me might be next year. Everyone is gonna have their new life!!

Wonder is it time for me to look for one too huh?

Sometimes i just feel that love isnt everything ya. Perphaps becoz i haven met the one yet. hee.

Talking abt wedding, i guess by now most of my friends had saw the pics in my FB. So let me just briefly say what happen that whole day on 13/10/2009:

Morning:

My sisters and i rush to the bride's hse (jojo) to act as sisters for the bride. The morning rush to do makeups ourselves as well as dress up ourselves. After preparation is done, my dearest (jordon) cousin drove us to the house. Hence, we are able to reach the hse around 7 plus and all the ceremony will start at 8:45AM.

On our way to the bridal hse:

Around 8:30, we lock the gates and the bride's room. We start our Zhen Ren Xin Dong. Hee which is the best part of the morning wedding ceremony. I ask my uncle to sing a love song as loud as possible till the bride could hear fronm the room. Force him to do things he never done before.

After gate was open, he thought that that was the end but... We need him to say HE love JOJO in 5 different languages which i guess is quite a simple task but hew took super long to finish the 5 sentences.

Finally he got his bride and some photo taking session was taken. It was an awesome morning ceremony though we were all sweating away by then.

Oh, did i mention that all the brothers including the groom drove BMW? it was quite an a grand kind of wedding. Imgaining all BWMS somemore that are 2 sports car BMW isnt it awesome? How i wish my future husband can be so rich too. hee.

Before we go back to the groom's hse:

We then went back to the groom's hse which is my granny hse and the tea ceremony starts. We also have our buffet lunch before the bride and groom go back to the the bride's hse.

Tea ceremony:

While my uncle wore an neckalace for jojo:

Wedding dinner:

I had to ensure all the ppt slides and music are working properly and had to attend shorts meeting or rather briefing from the wedding organizers on how we can do the things well without any mistake.

When we are still at hotel waiting:

I was in-charge of putting ppt and musics through-out the night. Was a busy night but i did not forget to take pics at the same time. I so wanna show u guys the ppt slide i have done, i am so proud of myself as i am able to finish it within 1 night. =)

The dinner was really enjoyable for me as i am too busy to even taste the food but the wine was awesome. hee.

MC of the night:

My happie family:

overall, i love it.Love the wedding atmosphere, love my uncle and his wife, love everything that happen on that day. =)

okay. thats all. Most of the pics ara at my FB, go there n have a look ya. =)

Ciao

2009-10-17T13:40:00.003+08:00

Congrats...

Congrats to my dearest uncle edmund and auntie jojo. wish u everlasting love. I am so happie for u all. love ya. =)

ps: more pic will come. PRomiseD!!

CIAO..

2009-10-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

分分鐘需要你

I love this song. Enjoy peeps. =)

2009-10-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

wet-ding dazes...

Yap. I have finish the busy wedding day of my dearest uncle edmund and seriously, i am super busy throughout the whole day. And now i am down with having body-aching as well as bad flu and cough.

Mc was given by doctor but i was working. Coughing non stop is the worst throughout the night that i am unable to sleep well at all. =(

All i ask now is a GOOD GOOD rest..

I will post the wedding pics and videos soon ya. Give to time to rest first when i recovered, here i am to update again. =)

Ciao..

2009-10-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

Happie or not happie...

To be happie or not is actually up to your own choice. I can say i am happie at least i am always not the worst compare to the whole world.

A lie.

I have wonderful families, Best friends in world, happie job as well as stable income. What more can i ask for?

Truthfully, honestly, i am really content with my life now. Please do not say i am so silly. I used to be so much worse than now. At least now, i behave and walk like human beings. At least i can still move on with my life.

Saving.
Nah, i hated this word SAVING. Not that i am a high spender, i just cant find ways to save well or rather manage my $$ well.

Pretty or not pretty.
Honestly, it doesnt matter. I am what i am. Nothing much i can do to change it unless i wanna be the plastic gals. =)

Character.
I have a sucky character. No rights of my own, no sense of fashion, no temper or rather the power to fight for what i want, shy, not initiative, not brave, not pretty, not skinny, no flawless features, no $$$, no cert, no nothing.

But i am tired of life fighting here and there, hence i rather stay in that corner with peace and harmony. =)

To my dearest gals:
I am really happie, i do not know how to explain it but life now is really much better as per better and i am sure it will gets better as time goes by.

Thats all.

Ciao

2009-10-04T14:22:00.054+08:00

Mooncake festival plus wedding daze~

*Note***
(this post will be heavily loaded with photo so might be alittle slow and laggy.)

Yap. i had the best and simple mooncake festival last night. With mooncake, lantern and firecrackers. I am loving it.

Though i haven been feeling very good lately but all the happie occassion are coming around me. My cousin wedding, the mooncake festival, the upcomin uncle's wedding. It time to buck up and be happie.

Here are the pics of mooncake festival:

Talking about my cousin's wedding held on 2 oct 2009 at marina mandrian. =) Awesome! pretty bride with all my pretty sisters, cousins ans handsome brother and cousins.

View of the hoteL:

Foods:

Thats about all!

Ciao!!!

2009-10-01T19:33:00.003+08:00

Congrats

Congrats to my dearest cousin for the upcoming wedding tomorrow. =) Hope you will enjoy your most special day.

Updates:
Nothing much. My mood is down lately. Under going a kind of depression. =(

2009-09-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

Ups and Downs

Life is brittle and fragile. Treasure people around you. Today you are well and healthy doesnt your are tomorrow. The news the break all our heart. The lost and pain of your love ones could hurt you deeply. I aint very hurt but seeing my love ones tear, deeply affect my emotion too.

Rest in peace.

Between the Red and the white ceremony, what shall we choose?

why all bad things comes in one shot? I have got no reasons to be happie, neither any dermination to move on my life happily.

Sad-ed.. =(

2009-09-28T20:21:00.002+08:00

Ho-lee-daze~~~

Yap. Hoilday pass by like water. My off days are going to be lover soon. Hmmm. Kinda sian that i have to work tomorrow. Draggy feeling again. =(

Anyway, someone told me that marriage is not necessary the final beautiful ending. Its a start of another hell. After hearing such things from that someone, i feel so upset for that someone. Someone so close to me not feeling happy about marriage, feeling so down for the things called "love", feeling more hate than love. What can i say? Love is never everlasting. It doesnt last long at all. Love dont last forever. Even if you are so in love but... your partner might just leave like that, be it dead or break off.

Emo emo emo-ing. I just hope that the somemore might be happier in future. I pray hard for you. Happie days will come to you soon. No more angry and sad days. =)

Thats about all.

Ciao

2009-09-25T19:45:00.010+08:00

Diversity week.

Yap. My branch had just celebrated the diversity week. We had foods like jap, kfc, indian as well as dessert if i am not wrong. Games we had is awesome. First time ever i thought zhong ji mi ma is super fun, with people losing the game and eating those puking food is funny. I love it. =)

more pictures at my fb.

Oh ya, Today is my another besties birthday. Happy birthday to you meimei. Hope you have the best day and enjoy your days to the fullest.

Another is, i have my frolick craving finally. =)

More pictures all at my fb.

Nothing much to say about my life now. I am enjoying my off days now.

CIAO

2009-09-22T18:37:00.022+08:00

Outings

I have met up with my gals for dinner as well as for flea market shopping. Yes i have got myself 2 dresses as well as a long top. And after all the shopping, we went to a korean resturant for dinner.

Here's the pics:

The long weekend plans:

1. Yap. i have planned to go out with my sis and i had a great day shopping at orchard with her. We had nice food. Oh ya, besides that, i have got myself an cantonese book. hee. Yap i am starting to learn since i am so free noe. =)

Here's the pics:

2. I am too free at home and yes i did medicure myself.

Heres the pics:

Pretty?

3. Went over to my granny house and we have receive my cousins wedding card. So ahppie for her. Time flies and she is getting married on 2 oct 2009. Congrats cousin. =)

Here's the pics:

Thats about all. i am so looking forward to my off on 25 sep.

Ciao. =)

2009-09-16T18:30:00.003+08:00

Aloha...

Nothing much to update so.... Let me crap about my latest baby: omnia 2

What i like about my baby:

1. The screen is big enough for movies.

2. Camera pixel is consider quite good for a phone comparison.

3. Its full touch screen phone.

4. It has lots of function such as email, msn, fb as well as youtube.

5. Samsung is always my favourite brand you see.

6. I can use mirosoft office with my omnia 2.

7. Video editor, photo editor adds another WOW to it

8. It behaves like a lappy.

9. It looks style overall.

Lastly, its a SMART PHONE. Hee.

Presenting my new baby:.......................

Tada:

Random-ness:

Presenting my chio chio nails that i have done with jos:

Thats all. Ciao. =)

2009-09-15T22:46:00.019+08:00

Enjoy it for SEP.

I think it is quite nice of our ceo to give us cookies. Hee, It actually linked with the upcoming Hari Raya isnt it? I love it but doesnt now whether it taste nice anot.

Here are the pics:

Close look of it:

I dunno why, i just feel that it look like a christmas tree. =/ :

Oh ya. i went go the turf club last sun too and had my first ever betting and i won!!! Guess how much i won? =/

Heres the pic:

My first bet:

My horse win the race. See it?

The weather change soon:

And it started to rain so we went back

Overall. It was fun, hee. Enjoyed it! =)

What else shall i post?

Oh ya, meeting my gals this sat for our shopping trip. Cya gals. =)

Thats all. Ciao

2009-09-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

Meet up with silly!

Yap. Finally we have met up. Hee. The endless chat though its is always the few same topics but i just feel so much better after all these chat. The pain in my heart, the tear hold in my eyes, the happiness and sorrow, i am sure silly knows so much better than any one else. =)

Ps: shall we meet up soon again? hee.

I hope that the stupid TMD will end asap. I am dying of the BUSY-Ness and my energy is totally drained out by it. I hate it but TIME passes so much faster. One good point isn't it?

Random-ness:
I am force myself to start saving soon.
I need my own space.
I wanna get a camera.
I want go taiwan.
I want take up skills, courses or languages to pass time.

Am i really too free? or rather mood is down thats y everything seems so down for me? My friends are feeling down, so are my family. What about me? >_<

Shall post about our ENJOY IT for this month in the next post. So nice of our CEO. =)

Thats all. Ciao.

2009-09-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

Blur-ness..

Yes. i admit that there are times i am blur. Lol. I finally make a mistake due to my blur-ness and became the joke of the day.

Oh ya. I met up with jos for our medicure session. We both of a set of chio chio nails now. =) hee. HAPPIE HAPPIE me.

I hope, i pray TMD will stop asap. (*sfgdhadfhriogwenfjuhflaemtalwejqf..... to all the stupid ppl*)

To jos:
I feel that your boy is good. Do not doubt him. =) He is busy at work doesnt mean he do not care about you. Love doesnt mean he has to stick with you all the time. You need your own space so does he. I am sure you 2 are deeply in love. no worries.

Thats all. I am so gonna go IT fair tml. hee.

Ciao..

2009-09-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

Chaotic....

Phew!!! Today was really a chaotic day.. Really have to fly here and there. Happie that it had over, glad that everything went smoothly ,sad that i was the only one who is working so hard...

Anyway i will meet up with my darling jos tmr for our medicure session. =) It will be omy last medicure session, after which i will start my SAVING for my upcoming taiwan trip. wish me lucks.

To helen:
Please meet us next week. =) Remember our weekly meeting thingy? hee.

To silly:
I am so happie to receive your sms today. It brigthen up my chaotic day. see ya next week.

Thats all. Ciao...

2009-09-04T20:14:00.002+08:00

Its time to update!!!

Ok. I have solve the uploading of pictures problem so bear with me with my blog with no pictures but just words.

I admit that lately haven been a good week for me. Alot of issues juts pop out like nobody businesses and i am affected by all these!!

Firstly
My work environment isnt getting better like what i hope yet not the worst, still manageable. Do not wish to talk more about it.

Secondly
I have rejected my SIM studies, do not scold me stupid neither to ask me why why why. I myself dun even know how to convince myself ITS OKAY, NOTHING!! I am deeply affected by this issues.
Some weeks ago, i was still happily saying: YES!!! I AM IN TO SIM!!!!
Some weeks later: OKAY PEEPS, I DECEIDED TO REJECT SIM!!

How dramatic the change was. Yap! The same reasons, money, families and stress. And yes i have stop dreaming about degree. Time to move on.

Thirdly
I have got nothing happy to cheer myself up. So lifeless.

BUT........

One thing that actually cheer me up is..........
Meeting up with my 2 darlings and we have promise to meet up every wed! So sorry to others, i am booked on WEDNESDAY. =) I just love hanging out with them. (ps: gals, shall we plan to go overseas together? its gonna be so fun.. ^^ )

And also, i had a short, real short meet up with silly! Seems like we haven see each other for years but actually is just mths ago. heehee. Miss chatting with her but we didnt have the time.

I shall starting planning to take up some courses or skills to pass my time. Any suggestion peeps?

Thats all. Ciao...

2009-08-28T21:20:00.001+08:00

can someone tell me why cant i upload pics in my bloggy now? iszi smth wrong with my lappy or blogger is down? >.<

2009-07-26T21:04:00.002+08:00

Back!

Yap, i am back from batam with my fellow peeps and i am late to post this entry. heehee. Anymore most of the pics are at my fb, do take a look there. =)

School:
Did i mention about school? yap. I have receive a call from uni sim for the interview. Hope i can be into the jan intake. wish me luck.

Family:
My dearest Mr. Edmund had confirm the date and it will be at oct, i will try my best to slim down too to look prettier on his big day.. *wink*

Work:
work is as per normal, like the same, still happie at work.

Did i also mention that i had a great night watching fireworks.

Attn to SILLY:
Do meet me soon, i so miss u...... =(

To helen and jos:
Please meet me up at aug alright! Our gals dating with endless chat.. =) *cant wait***

Thats all. Ciao

2009-07-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

Trip...

Hurray, i cant wait for sat to arrive. Yes! i am going to batam with my fellow people at tme and my besties jos. =) Cant wait, cant wait, cant wait..

To jos:
I have got so much to talk to you, regarding work, people and all. And i really hope after so much things going on, you will realise who is your Mr. right. =) Love ya and hope that you will have lesser gossips again. Jerk is after jerk, i think he has tone down and soon everything will be fine.

Work:
Arghhh. Kind of sian at work after things have happen at work. I feel tired and was thinking why jos is not at the same branch with me.

life:
Still as per normal, eat, sleep, shit and work like daily routine.

Love:
Still nthing. heehee.

Randomess:
My dearest Mr. edmund is getting his day at oct, cant wait cant wait. I am sure jojo will be super pretty that day and Mr.E will be super smart. =) They are my dearest.

To silly: (dunno if you will read)
when are we meeting up again? i have got so much to tell you. =/ do not wish to tell you thru phone or sms.

That's all.. Ciao..

2009-07-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

Blame

Why why why, why am i always the one in fault? Is it really my fault for all these? Am i so worthless for such treatment from u? I am also a human being, i have got my own feeling too. Please do not shout at me again first then say sorry later. This will not do anything better. How can i still work with you again let me know?

Yap, i do not throw temper that doesnt mean that i am wont be angry, i have got FEELING too, do not hurt my pride again and again and again. I need my pride, i need my emotion, i need my face.. Stupid idiotic people that spoilt my day.

Do not ever ask me why i always dont like u, you are the one or rather main reason for not allowing me to like u alittle better alright!!!

Arhhhhhggggg... My day are badly spolit! I am done at work, alittle trigger and i will head my way off.... =(

2009-07-12T19:53:00.003+08:00

Batam plus 1 good news

Yap! Planning is done! All we need now is to make booking and hand in passport. Cant wait to go!! Sure super fun with the gals around. =) Happie gal!!!

People going are:
1. Jos
2. Karen
3. Kevin and wife
4. Susu
5. Shidah
6. Jahan and kid
7. MYSELF

Good news:
My super dearest is finally gonna settle down soon. The big day at AUG. I am happy and excited though i am nt in the story. But.but.but. The one that dote me like no one else did, the one that got everything he can for me, the one who always bring me out during sun or when i am down, the one who always side me no matter what happen. Yap, he is my dearest Mr. Edmund. =) Love his gf to max too. A sweet and funny gal added to our life. I am so happy about it. Congrats!!!

ps: No more quarrels ok! Promise me to live happily ever after.. =) Love u both.

2009-07-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

Batam...

Yes! my work place peeps are deciding to go for a short getaway together and i am ask to go along too. But planning are some how or rather done by me when i am not the one who wanna organise it.

Searching online for more details about hotels to stay, comparing prices for each different hotel, planning what activities we can do there and also confirming people who are going and how many of them going.

Here is the list of people i hope they are going:
1. kloe n bf
2. elyn n bf
3. susu and 1 kid
4. karen and 2 kid
5. shidah
6. josella
7. kevin and family
8. jahan and 2 kid
9. ee ling

Yap! if all are going i am sure we do have fun. =) Here's the webby i went to see abt the hotel and prices:

http://www.batamholidays.com/promotionpackage.html

Give me some ideas please....

2009-07-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Cant imgaine the uglness of man kind...

Yap. This is the first time i witness the ugly side of man kind which makes me lose confidence on good people in the world. What i can say is do not ever judge people by its cover. I realise so much things within less than 1 week and this prove to me that mankind are ugly especially to this JERK!!!!!

I am lucky and happy that both me and my buddy are out of the trap or rather prey. I wonder how well can we survive from now on when we bound to meet again which makes me more. -_-" Haiz. Neverthless we are safe now. Make the stand clear enough and gaps are shown! It should be put to an end soon.

Now i pray that rumors for jos will stop soon as it is not fair to jos, an inoccent party that did nothing to be label as third party. I also hope the one will stop doing such foolish thing as it will bring more hate to the environment!!!

2009-06-29T16:45:00.003+08:00

Back to singapore...

Yes! i am back from my hongkong trip. Mind is super tired yet i had a happie heart back!!! =)
Thanks to my bestest sister who brought me around to enjoy hongkong to the fullest.

From the peak to you ma te, then to mong kok, the to causeway bay, then to jordon, then to dunno where and yes i enjoyed alot. Now i am back with achin legs!!haha..

Let me start with food:
Food there is awesome! I had not only dim sum but also western food like baked rice, spagettiti, mushroom soup, foods like cold noodle is as superb too. Not forgetting the best bubble tea i had ever have and also the best dessert at xu li shan.
(ps: i PROMISE to post the pics asap)

Oh ya, did i mention i manage to find my favourite snacks at hongkong too. (guess what snacks now and i will post the pics soon). I also manage to get sweets at hongkong!! MY FAVOURITE!!!

Shopping:
Me and my sis started shopping only on the 2nd day as on the first day we went sightseeing. Shall talk about it later alright! Back to shopping topic!

Shopping at mongkok was awesome! The prices that are like bugis street and the things that are super alot though i didnt manage to get lots of things. =/

Shopping at causeway bay was consider a higher end shopping area. no worries i did got myself something there! A KATESPADE wallet at the cost of $100 plus, am i lucky? heehee. Oh ya, me n my sis found ben n jerry there and we got 2 scoops each there. (will post the pics soon)
My sis got her favourite peach john products and she is a happie miko now! We have bought euttisias product there too.. So we did not waste our trip at causeway bay.

Going to wang da xian is abit wasted as the temple is under renovation, hence we didnt get to pray. Saded!! =(

Weather:
Weather there was bad! we encounter tai feng there and was stuck with rain n wind that scared me to the max!!!
Though it is summer but the weather isnt hot at all. =)

Sightseeing:
I went to the peak and had lots of fun there. Saw lots of wax peeps and took lots of peeps!!

HSBC:
Yap! it's everywhere and i did took afew pics and i will show the pics soon!

Overall i rate 4 outtta 5!!! =)

2009-06-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

I am going hongkong in another 2 more days.. Will be back with tons of photos alright!!

MORALE SUPER DUPER HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

Survey of the day!!!

Should kfc zinger burger be spicy????

Faster tell me the answer... =/

2009-06-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

Randomess...

The urge just to blog...

Yippy yahoo... Finally, my hongkong days are arriving soon. 5 more days, i can fully relax and enjoyed myself. Without the worries of work or worries at homes.. =) Hope i can really enjoy my first hk trip. =)

Work lately have been quite smooth.. Just like what my dearest karen had said. Be happie and i can enjoy work to the fullest. Indeed, this really enlighten me and i am happie to be at tme branch, with the group of friendly peeps and the best bosses in the bank. Lucky me!! (congrats me)

Sometimes i wonder is it too obvious or i just cant hide it... =/ People tend to look through my feelings and i dun understand why. Thought that hiding was my best point yet everyone could spot me so easily... What the... -_- (my best icon)

Oh ya.. not forgetting my tme branch opening.. I have enjoyed the days to the fullest. Non stop of phototaking. (see my FB).

Alright.. thats about all. (ps: time for me to go do medicure again, my colors are fading away and it looks super ugly)

CIAO!!!

2009-06-16T22:58:00.005+08:00

My 100th entries...

I shall blog about me cutting my hair. i went on impulse to Espirit salon to cut (to be exact is to trim my hair) and i told the stylist (mind u is LEADING STYLIST) that i want a trim of both my fringe and hair plus a change of hair color.

Ended up:

I have got nice hair color but very short hair. He almost chop off my hair and now i am with shoulder length hair style which i am not very happie about it! =/

Here's the pics to show:

Randomess:

I had a great time @tme opening cermony! Enjoy that 2 hours to the max, ushering, lion dance, catering, photo taking, chit chatting. First time ever having a work period without stress and anger! photos will be uploaded soon. =)

2009-06-14T12:51:00.001+08:00

Temper are shown and i have got it!

Thanks!

/edited @7:15pm...

Mood aint getting better, listening to jay music.. I wish i have that time too... I wish i have more too. I wish i wish i would disappear sometimes.

Anyway did i mention we have a steamboat session during mother day which was almost a month ago? Here are the pics:

The greatest mummies of the day:

Cakes that we have bought.. ps: it is a durian cake n super delicious:

Oh ya and my mummies birthday pics which was 2 months ago:

Happy birthday mummie!

Randoness:

Happie moments are always short and sweet. Comes and goes without my permission or rather notice. I aint consider sad just not as happie as the past. Things aint the same like before anymore...

2009-06-11T20:08:00.006+08:00

What can i blog about?

This few days i have got nothing interesting to talk about. Life for me is really getting too boring and lifeless. Maybe i should get a new life soon. More sparks to my life that will brighten up my days. =/

Randomess:

Buddies are too busy with their life and somehow, i am neglected. Sisters too. I recently realise that they are too busy for me or rather no time for me to chit chat about. =/ Not blaming but just feel that i am somehow not included in their life anymore, maybe we are all grown up. Times will be given lesser for families and more to friends.

Work:

Still like normal! =/

Oh ya, did i mention that my buddy, jos came over to relief one day and i am uber happy to know that. I have got no extra time if not i would love to have an hour lunch break with her. Like finally, we are working together. haha.

Besides that, my boss have got a relief staff to our branch for 5 days. Finally, i have got good and ample rest and understand the meaning of 1 hour break time. =) Love it to MAX!!!

Some late pics to show:

My day to turf club...

Shall blog again.. byez...

2009-06-06T22:09:00.007+08:00

Back!!!

Aloha.. Finally i am updating my blog again. sorry for all the delays as i was super busy and sick last few days.

Quick updates:

Work:

Busy is all i can say for now as manpower is down. Morale is low as i find no motivation in work. My only drive at work is my dearest fellow peeps like susu, karen and my besties boss, kevin...

Family:

Didnt really manage to have a great time with my dearest darlings as i was sick last few days and i slept as early as like 7pm till the next day, NO JOKE!! i am super tired to the extend that i kept sleeping when i reach home after work.

Outing:

Didnt plan much for last weeks and i hope i will have a happie weeks next week. Wish me lucks.

Medicure:

Change my nails color again. Hippy yahoo.. =)

ok.. last few pics of myself before my hair was being chopped off and change my hair color:

2009-06-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

Zihui is sick and hates being sick.. Lack of motivation to move on.... =(

2009-05-31T20:08:00.002+08:00

Happie!!!!

I am happie this few days. Real happy though i am busy at work till i feel breathless but, but, but, i have got my yang zhi gan lu from my deartest beloved Mr.robert. =) Super nice, i love it.. I have got ben n jerry too this week.

Randomess...
I wanna booked chalet, wanna have the feel of gathering, the feel of everyone gather together to chat n play around. I love it.. =)

Memories...

i was chatting abt my past and i realise how messed up my life was. It goes like this:

scene1
I went to movie with my gals on a particular day and if i am nt wrong, we are watching horror movies. We were sitting in the middle row.
Note: My friends was sitting on my left.
The movie started and someone asked popcorn from me. (i thought it was my friend at that point of time) Hence, i pass the popcorn n DRINKS to the person on my right.
When the movie ended, the lights was on, i got a shock!!!!! The one on my right is someone whom i dunno at all. I even offered my drinks to him. haha. I am so lucky that the theatre was too cold that i didnt drink at all. if not, i will bang the wall right away.

Scene2
I got very angry with this particular galat work and i was cursing and swearing at her in the sms, guess what, i sent the msg to the person i was scolding... like what the..... -_-"

scene3
I wanna call my buddy and i dial a wrong number to another person. And worse thing is i dial again and dial to wrong person again.. what the.... -_-"

Scene4
I saw my bus coming and not wanting to miss the bus, i started chasing the bus and i finally got up the bus.. To my surprised, i got up a wrong bus and i only realise it after many stops have pass. -_-"

See... how messed up it is right?

2009-05-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

Angry little gal...

I am angry, super duper angry... Leave me alone...

2009-05-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

Happy mothers' day to all mother especially to my dearest mummie....

2009-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

Do i have you to turn to????

2009-05-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

Happie or not happie....

It is up to how i think and face the things around me. At times i am super happie, happie that i have a happie family, lots of besties, no more big problems but.... sometimes i just cant help it to feel tired of life and starts wondering why do we need to live in this world? For the sake of money? For the sake of happiness? For the sake of love? For the sake of friends? I know i sounded emo... but i really canr find the sparks for life lately...

Work environment change... People change.. I must endure and embrace but how to? The motivation are not there. The determination are long dissolved. What more to move on?

sian sian sian...

Emo-ing...

2009-05-02T18:33:00.030+08:00

Bounded and surrounded by busynesssssss.....

I am tied down by work and getting tired of the working life. I feel so old and tired after working for 1 year plus. Not because of the work environment and nice peeps around me. I think its hard to hang on there and work as a team. Thanks to my gals (ponyo, bitch, susu and barbie) for brightening my days, thanks to my mentor for guiding me without fail, thanks to my super nice boss for being so considerate and helping us alot, and also thanks other branch for helping us when we needed so and not forgetting our most being 'bullied' relief for always giving in to us to be bullied. haha.

Alright. Enough of all those rubbish now i am back with pics as promise!!!

My besties at work, without them i cannot enjoy much:

My super happie & high night with them:

Starting all our madness:

Our last chistmas party together @occ:

Last day at occ:

Ps: I miss my days with the gals, we are being seperated now and my most favourite are all gone, i am left with susu now.. =(

Not forgetting my bestie too, silly is busy with school and tied down by family issues. Miss silly too.

My all time favourite besties:

Meet up soon, bestie!!! =)

2009-04-19T12:38:00.001+08:00

Randomess~~

I am sick!!!! I have been thinking alot lately and conclusion is... i dunno what i want!!! =/

2009-04-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

Anyway, no one else will read............

2009-04-10T12:22:00.003+08:00

Aloha!!!

I know i have been missing in action for quite sometime. Reason being, i am super busy with work issues, mood isnt really good lately and lastly i am too lazy to update my life.

But...

Since its GOOD FRIDAY today and i have got time, i decided to blog.

Updates!

1) I have been notifed!!! i am starting to have a perm branch at tampines. ( super happie for myself, as i will save alot of bus fares =) )

2) Just had a small celebration with mummie yesterday nightie with a small cake and a small gift. (Happie birthday mummie)

3) Lately, i aint feeling happie, started to feel lost and i am losing the meaning of life, i feel so lifelss. People around me seem so happie and contented with life. Why am i not in it too? Why am i the odd one out? With all mixed feeling of being lost, upset, disappointment as well as anger around all the things that happen around me.

I am so jealous of peeps that are feeling happy now! =/

4) My getaway are not successful!
Reasons being:- too slow to book my trip, shldnt have waited for my family. =(
- Its public holiday, everywhere is full
- I have no one and no where to go

5) My next getaway at MAY(the labour day week) is not successful too!
Reasons being: I AM NOT ABLE TO TAKE LEAVE DUE TO THE NEW BRANCH OPENING!

6) I have got my camera repaired! Meaning..... I can take more pics.. (but... Whats the point???)

Thats about all for my updates, i guess.. =/ What a mixed feeling month.

ps: I dunno what else i can do but to always rot here and there. Sometimes i find that i had no one to confront to. All are busy with life and school and work. Time to find things for myself to do or time to make new friends again!

MOSTLY IMPORTANTLY, i can find my cable so i still couldnt upload any photo.

2009-03-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

Un-completed.....

My dayies aint good for this week. Been feeling low ever since. Did i ever offended YOU? Y am i the one who always in fault? What have i done to make people hate me? What did i do? Dont i even have the rights to be angry? Am i not a human beings who have emotion at times, who need love, care and concern?

Hate me please. When will i have my own space and corner?

2009-03-15T20:47:00.007+08:00

Aloha!!

Sorry. I have went missing for long. Super busy with my work issues. =) Please dont forget me!

Quick updates:
1) My birthdaze is coming! Planning where to go and what to do.
So peeps, Where's my prezies?

2) I have change to relief @ jurong branch. Though is far but i love the peeps there!! *wink*
Ps: I am goin back to tam branch soon. (April) =D

3) Went to IT fair and didnt got anything but... Sweet elyn's bro help me to get a gold hard disk. Love him! *heehee*

4) Planning to meet up my buddies soon.
ps: Buddies, please contact me soon, u all know i miss u?

5) My buddy @ work started to do online selling, do support them @
xdirtysue.livejournal.com

Nothing much to updates. Oh ya. I have been playing with the trend now. Heres the pics:

I love this pics best!! =)

2009-02-14T15:21:00.003+08:00

The deep downs of life...

I am goin deeper and deeper each time and i do hate life lately. Everything ain't goin smoothly, not for me, and not for my dearest ting.

I hated my job now, i hated peeps i will be facing lately and worst thing is i have got no one to talk to. Besties are all busy with their life, Sisters are either busy with work and frds or tied down by alot of issues at school. How more can i add burden to them?

Lonely is the word to use. I guess its time to make new friends, those that can make time for me, listen to my ups and downs and always there for me. Hard to find such peeps isnt it?

Arggggghhh.... Really need to vent out all my emotions, aint about crying just venting out emotions, where can i do it and how?

ps: Even ting is tied down by lots of matters, who can i talk to??

2009-01-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

I am never happie!!

Lately, lots of things happened around me. I no longer understand the meaning of laughter and smile. I had my worst new year celebration this year. I am starting to hate life, hate ppl around me.

People around me dun understand me, dont know how i felt. Why cant they stand at ny shoe and look at me? Why am i always the one being blamed? Am i really so bad that everyone around me hates me?

I hate life! Wish i was dead..........................

2009-01-04T15:46:00.002+08:00

ola!!!

I have been thru the hells of my life. All the downs lately after the arrival of 2009.

- Hell of my work at clq, hell peeps there and hell cusomers.
- hell @ homw with quarrels that i have never expected
- Hell of my mood, haven been feeling that bad for so long already yet this feeling cmae back when i started my 2009 life.

My upcoming changes for 2009
1. Hairstyle
2. Way of doing things
3. Character and temper of mine

I hate my days now...... :'(

Save me!!!

2008-12-31T12:20:00.006+08:00

Farewell to 2008 as well as my occ

In just a couple of hours, we will bid good bye to 2008 and welcome 2009. I have lots of emotion goin thru my heart n soul.

I enjoyed my 2008 life seriously, i have never been thru so much before and this is the year where i have much joys then tears. I love the companys i have had and never realised i was so lucky to have them with me.

Now that occ has closed down, we are sepearted, the group that always have joy and laughter is gone. The first and last christmas i have with them, the first and last gift exchange with them. I know i sounded emo but i really love working with them. Now that i am being transfered to clq, i will dragged myself everyday. How i wish time flies either backward to april 2008 or foward the time april 2009 where i can prepare to leave this post and find new joy.

I have been calling peeps to let them know my 'upsetness', not all really understand my feeling, they just say take care gal, i am sure you can adapt to new environment. I know i can do it, just the thought of the peeps around around my working area seem like a stranger, not only them, even the voices of collection of bags and customers are so not familiar. i miss calling customers name such as: Oscar, hey le- amis, hello g2000. morning mont blanc. Oh man! now that i can only see business man and woman, those that are so not familiar. I wonder how much must i hold on to with all the witches at clq???

Daddy, if you really can hear, please pray hard for me that i can get out of this hell place as soon as possible. I really need someone to save me. =(

I miss you gals:

ps: i will blogged abt my dozens of x'mas gift in next post ya and my farewell gift as well.. bye!1

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2008-12-13T11:04:00.001+08:00

Hongkong-ing...

My dearest miko sis had just took her flight to hongkong. I will miss her. Hope she enjoyed her trip there. How i wish i am there too. =(

2008-12-09T12:18:00.029+08:00

Holiday mood!!!

Wohoo... I am on leave for abt 1week frm yesterday onwards. So i have got the time to blog.

Some updates!

1) Went out with mummie n sisters to shop n i have got myself a casio gold watch. (like finally, i got it!! *Wink*)

2) Went out with my sister yesterday and both of us are in love the latest series of coach bag which cost 685 bucks. Shld we buy? Or shall i just saved up to but the lv damier neverfull?

While waiting for the seats:

When we meet up with ting n xin:

updates on what i have got for myself since i started work n have nt blog abt it:

My cutie little hp from samsung:

My lovely psp:

Agnes.b card holder:

Ipod shuffle frm my sweet company:

My favourite movie of the year

"i've been dreaming of the true love kiss"

cute n fun toys i have got for my leisure time:

My lovely gifts frm my best partners @work:

Some cute containers frm ikea sponser by Mr. uncle:

Very interesting containers as there are 3 diff sizes of containers in it:

Bag frm m)phosis:

New perfumes:

New mascara:

My latest love with my partners at work:
We put it till we are quite pro now! haha

My new liquid foundation base:

Lastly, Some pics on my 2nd house:

This is how my work place look like (neat right?)

Ehem, abit untidy at the lower part of the desks:

All my daily needs before i start work:

I am sure gonna miss here after 27dec. All my sweet and happie memories are here, The laughter, the anger, the joy n happinness. I am sure i will miss Elyn, Kloe, Siti, Su, Sara, Man, Kevin, Adeline and the rest for sure. =(

That's abt all!! Dun say i never update already ya! =)

2008-12-05T12:54:00.020+08:00

Back dated post to my genting trip

I have a great time at genting. I enjoed the company of ting where both of us shop togther and had coffee at starbucks, eating at kenny roger.

Let the pics show everything:

When we first arrive:

A nice model of the overview of genting:

It was 5am in the morning when we reach genting:

A disappointing breakfast at first world cafe:

Here we started shopping:

A big bowl of noodle caught my attention:

My all time favourite:

The tattoo gang:

Best thing is i managed to see rainbow:

Nicer view of it:

After 2days there, its time to say bye!

even they are sad to leave:

Lets go genting again!!!

2008-12-04T19:54:00.016+08:00

Late late late...

I know i am abit laggy lately, due to my com is down, due to my laziness and due to my busy schedule.

Some updates:

1) Went to my the zouk-out party

Theme: I AM A ROCK STAR

I have fully enjoed it though i am not really a rock star that night but ppl around were super nice. We chatted, shouted and also singin out loud togther, saying hi to anyone that passes us even though we dunno them at all. Drank lots of different types of drinks since it is free flow and also ate the super jumbo dogs.

Here are the pics: (due to my laggy com, decided to just show 2 pics for the time being)

2) Went to take singapore flyer with my love families. Had a great time with them, we couldnt stop snapping pics till my mummie got sick n tired of it but we countinued ourselves.. haha. More families outing please. =/

Here are the pics:

I think i am getting abit too fair already, time to go some tanning! (i look like ghost here)

Best thing is, i manage to capture sunset:

3) Went out for dinner with my working partners @ seoul garden

Here are the pics:

Time are bad for now and we are suffering for the bad days, no sense of belongings after 27 dec and no where to go, I wonder how can i continue on...

2008-11-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry for all the delays...

My com is down and i couldnt blog or upload my genting pics... So sorry.. Will be back to blog soon.. To see some pics of the genting trip, please view my sis blog! =)

Bye...

2008-10-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!

I am going to genting soon! Dont miss me. Will be back to update my genting trip ya. =)

Meanwhile, here's a pics of the crocs shoes that i have promised to show:

left:hui, right:ting

Nice? We also went to buy some accessories for it to make it nicer! =D

Bye!!!

2008-09-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

Selamat hari raya!!!!

Wish all the malays selamat hari raya! Enjoy the holidays. *wink* And because of the hoildays, my workplace are super super busy this few days. *Pray hard that thur will be better*...

Actually, i dunno what else to update. Just one Random pics:

Guess how much i spend for this medicure?

Thats all!

Bye!!

2008-09-28T14:50:00.011+08:00

Outings with my sister!

Finally, i have got the time to do some updates. I have actually went out with my sister, miko for afew times but i didn manage to blog it out.
We went to orchard and bugis to shop, as well as, drinking coffee playing with our psp and going to kbox to sing out loud. Let my pics to show all the happening issues!!

Here we go:

The earlier outing i had with her:

She knows i love her..

Pics taken before we took neo-prints:

On the bus:

ps: more outing pls!!!

:::Randomness:::

I wonder hows Mr. teh peng feeling now. I wonder how busy silly is now?Or ya. I have got myself, ting and mummie a pair of crocs shoes each! Will show the pics soon. =)

Thats all!!!

Bye!!!

2008-09-25T11:02:00.036+08:00

Lantern watching....

I know its abit too late for this post, but i just wanna let people who didnt manage to watch it to have a quick glance of the place. Please bear with the slow loading as there are tons of photos taken. Gonna filter some out and post out some of my favourites

Here it goes:

A map given to us:

A view of the place before:

A theme of hello kitty and friends:

Mei's favourite keropii:

My melody:

How i wish i can relax n drink coffee like them:

Water lanterns:

I'm loving it:

This teddy looks cute right:

My favourite: (Rabbit)

A Starting point of the race:

He look damn cute:

Besides that, we went to a house of tortoise:

Some of the collection of the boss:

Here to present long neck tortoise:

Seen aligator tortoise before?

Closer view of it: (digusting right?)

Yellow tortoise:

Mei feeding the tortoise:

Thats all!!!

Bye!!!

Ps: i did enjoy myself though the weather is killing me and we spent more than 1/2 hour to search for the exit way and we had no choice to take a cab home but i still love this outing! =)

2008-09-23T22:41:00.004+08:00

Updates...

I am quite lazy n sick to update what happen lately. Have been sick for last few days. Finally got the chance to see a doc but.....

Conversation goes like this:
Doc: Let me measure your temperature first

*meaure now*

Doc: Hmm, seems that are you having a slight fever now at abt 38 degree
Hui: ok.
Doc: but no worries, some medication for you are enough, no need for any mc
Hui thinking (what the hell, fever but no need mc?)
Doc continue: Thats all, you may collect your medicine outside
Hui: ok. Thanks. (Was too sick to think abt it)

*got my medicine*

Quickly went back to work after waiting for 2hrs to see a stupid doc.

Guess what...................................

After so many hours of waiting, i got only a PANADOL!!! What a doc it is. =_="

Besides that, i have goit lots of serious issues at work. (god, please bless me)
*cross hand and pray hard*
I also have been resting at home, playing psp and did met up with mei for lantern watching. (will post the pics soon)

:::Some randomess:::

For Mr. Teh Peng

Is the matter of time to get over what you are feeling right now. I am sure time will cure everything and every emotion you have felt. Nothing much i can do for you. We can be your listener but never your advisor. Hope ypu will get over it and dont let it bother you till it badly effect your daily life. Cheer up man!
ps: i will buy u a cup of Teh Peng with pearl (for the first time i say that ok, normally is pearl milk tea, i never agree with teh peng with pearl)

For silly

Home issues are always there, no matter how hard you tried, parents are never happy with your performances, its not the expectation but the attitude towards you. Do not get to affected by it as it will stop one fine day (though i dunno how long it will last) You always have me support you (though i always never pick up the phone call).

Lastly, cheer up for my buddies. =)

2008-09-13T13:11:00.011+08:00

Aloha..

Been missing for quite sometime. I was super busy man, for dunno what reason it is. However, today will be a quick updates of my lately schedule or happening.

Work:

I have been working for 4 mths already and things are getting quite ok. People there are nice except for that particular one that irritates me almost everyday but, i bound to meet such person at work so i am quite okay with it. Dinner with them are cool. Pics shall show everything!

Group dinner:

Me n spiritoo:

Their baby's birthday party:

Part of the mummies:

Fish n co:

Guess who is behindd the bones:

Competition is always there:

Overall, i am glad to be posted to occ. I love them arh! Nice ppl and nice boss. Laughter is always there at level 2!! =D

Family:

I have got my ticket to the singapore flyer! will be goin soon with my loves one soon. AMybe one of the weekend. Oh ya, Mummie have got me a carlo rino wallet! WIll post the pics soon.

I LOVE MUMMIE!!!

Friends:

Got to meet up silly and never have a great chance to have a shopping trip. Love chatting n drinking with silly. Hearing each other joy n sorrow! I love silly too. But silly love T, sometimes E. haha. Wonder when it will be my turn?

ALright. thats about it! I have got one wish!

*ps: Meet up all my friends like mei, Mr.tehpeng, Zm, TT, S and not forgetting silly. =)

Final ps: I have got myself a psp! i wasted lots of money right? haha. Please dun scold me, i just need some entertainment! *-*

Bye!

2008-08-23T15:16:00.017+08:00

Outingsss.....

I had a great outing with my sisters and cousins. More outing please!!!

One random pics before i go into our outing pics:

You must be clever enough to know what am i shooting...

Here we start:

Our all time favourite from:

:::Ding Tai Feng:::

Photo taken while waiting:

My two cousin: kelly n shihui...

Ting and her all time needed buddy:

After awhile, we starting playing around again:

Time to pray:

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I have got myself something after working for months.

ps:Mummie please dun scold me!!!

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Tadah:

Thats all for today!!!

2008-08-01T19:42:00.002+08:00

Words for my thoughts...

sometimes i wonder people get to meet each other? Is it always fated or just by chance to got to meet? She/He might be walking pass you everyday but you just dun realise it. How wonderful fate is! Just some random thoughts i had after hearing my friends story.

Anyone care to share with me more about this???

2008-07-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

Work and work just like a workaholic

Have been meeting silly for the past 2 days. Kind of feel happy as we got to meet up again juts like the past. Wish silly lots of lucks for upcoming sat! =D

Some random updates:

Tiingg had cut away her long long hair and she look more like hebe now.
Miko is going to batam tomorrow.
Work is super damn sian for me.

Smth rather funny happen lately. Dunno how to explain and wont reveal here.
Thats all for today!

BYE!

2008-07-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

Realization!

I realise how fragile life is when i got the news of grandma admitted to hospital. When i visited her, i realised how skinny she becomes and how weak she looks. She doesnt seem to be as healthy as before. Times really flies, it have been 10 yrs since daddie left us and now the thought of hospital freak me out. Sometimes i really hope i can die first so that i need not witness the death of my love ones.

Emo-ness spoilt my mood. I felt useless, helpless and moody. I cant help to think why human beings have to face such problems. Worried of life, whether it is happy or sad, worries of money, whether you are rich or not, worries about health, whether you are healthy or not! There are endless types of worries, it is just on how u look at it.

i aint feeling very good now and no consolation can makes me happie for the time being. I am sure silly understands my feeling now but i have yet to call silly and informed about it as the mood and time is not right yet.

2008-07-10T21:57:00.018+08:00

To continue with the previous post!

Outing with miko...

tadah:

This is coffee i have chosen to drink

Miko's black coffee:

Then we started playing around...

I cant stop laughing..

Finally, i started to drink my coffee..

Trying to look cool:

i realise i look nice with my hands covering my face:

Miko's turn:

Group photo:

That's about all! the rest of the pics are abit blur so i am not goin to upload here. Will blog again on my work place issue soon..

2008-07-09T23:24:00.005+08:00

meeting with silly

I have just met up with silly. It seems like we have not seen each other for more than 1 mth but actually, its just about a week or so. It seems so long to me n silly. haha. Long chat as usual, updating each other life and happening around.

Silly is always tied up by worries, work and work without leaving some extra time to rest or for social life. I hope after aug, silly would have more time to take a break before starting another new journey of life. Lots of lucks to silly for the upcoming interview. I will pray hard for you. *praying now*~

Cant imagine my life without silly, haha, sound like my lover, indeed silly is one of my lover besides my future Mr.boyfriend. Oh ya, just remember the recent incident that happen lately during my journey home.

it happens like that:

I got up the bus and not long after i fell asleep and dreamt of me lying on someone else. Right after that, the bus got into a sharp turn and wakes me up and i REALISE i was lying on someone indeed. A stranger!!! haha. And the funny thing is we both stare at each other for awhile and i just looked away and continue to sleep. Come to think of it now. Its damn funny. HAHA. Can't stop laughing whenever i think of it. OMG! hopes he forgets how i looked like. haha.

One more updates!

Mummy's store is gone, no more lor mee or prawn noodle. Kind of sad too but mummie has got more time to rest now. I really think its time for mummie to take a break too. We have got someone to make coffee for us each morning, someone to say bye bye to me before i go work! i love this feeling and i really treasure it. Love you mummie though u can be naggy at times but i know all these nag is because u care for us and because you are to free and lonely but I STILL LOVE YOU! =)

Went out with miko last sat and we have taken lots of pics, will upload soon. Pleas wait patiently for me to have the time to upload pics ya.

Some randome pics:

For the time being, just all these! bye!

2008-07-05T15:17:00.002+08:00

Hihi!

Been more than 1 weeks since i last truly sit down and blog. Reasons being when i feel like blogging i dont have the time to, but when i have the time, i dont have the mood to blog. haha.

Working life isnt as fun as study life. In working life u do find people gossiping behind your back and backstabber are around. Mine is quite ok but still not as fun as being with silly they all in school! In school, laughter are all around, at work, serious tone n mood, stressness everywhere! I miss school for some reasons.

BUT! one thing good about work is, PAY DAY!!! haha. Thats the day when i am superly happie and find working worthwhile after all. I have been indulge with lots of things due to the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE and the branded stuff around me! I got myself lots of items such as:

1) a new slider,sviwel red samsung phone
2) a mango skinny jeans
3) Bags frm m)phosis and dunno where
4) Make-ups set
5) Some bangle and braclet from online
6) Tops and dress from forever21 and some frm topshop and far east shop
7) Lots of shoes due to sale
8) a Coin pounch from m)phosis
9) a new hp pouch
10) Some skin care and hair products
11) Ordered some perfumes

Am i shopping too much? haha.

AND! i have planning for next mth shopping trips.

1) a couch wrislet
2) a lv or gucci wallet

P/s: My sister says i always have alot of things to buy.

Some random things, i haven been taking photos ever since i got a new digital camera, like very wasted right. haha.

ok, i dunno what else to blog, let me just show some of the pics that are taken long ago ya. i will take more pics next time!

A nice pics that i have took frm k-box:

ting n me:

me emo-ing:

me again:

thats all!

2008-06-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

What's wrong?

lately, i dunno whats wrong, everything is wrong and upside down. Not my own perception, not me being too sensitive, it just feels so wrong...

Plus some of my friends aint very good in their love life, they just got to meet the right person.

Alright, a nice and meaningful chinese song for ppl who are out of love or still waiting for their right one.

对的人

你问在我心中　是否还苦恼
那次受伤　否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照　我一切都好
一个人　不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

那次流过的泪　让我学习到
如何祝福　如何转身　不要
在眼泪体会到　与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要　是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好
放手去爱　海阔天高
喔... 耶...

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现...

2008-05-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

Finally the day to graduation.

IT have been 3 years before this thin piece of paper was pass to my hand. Yes, i am alittle emo, excited, happy, frustrated and also nervous. Seeing my friends was awesome and i love taking photos with them. This session makes an end to my school journey. Alittle sad though but its time for me to leave school and head another path of life.

Besides having fun and squeezing here and there, we had to hear the long speech that makes us sleep and the long prize presentation that makes me even more tired BUT, a nice friend of mine sent a mms to me and i got a virtual sunflower. =D tks man.

Here's the pics: (becoz it will be overloaded and makes it laggy, i decided to just post afew pics ya)

thats how the stage looks like:

my forever love:

my group:

and a candid pose

not forgetting my besties and sis:

jordon, i am sorry, u are just way too short:

finally, a last pics before we headed to fish n co to eat:

"Some Random-ness"

I have been emo during yesterday, yes EMO! alittle chat with my friends and i realise the INCOMPLETE PARTS OF MY LIFE. I was listening to my mp3 and thinking what have i completed.

1) Incomplete family
Its mission impossible.

2) Incomplete career
I have yet to work as a event coordinator though i have a stable job now.

3) Completed studies
I have received my paper for school and it has ended as i never have the guts and courage to further study given the situation at home and age that i have.

4) Incomplete friends
I have lose a friend or rather i have never had this close friend since the day we know each other and this deeply hurt my feeling and pride.

5) Incomplete love life
i aint in love right now so...

Out of 5 subjects, i have only accomplished 1. Am i that bad? =(

Whatever!!

i am planning to meet my friends again. Dearest friends who wanna meet me, do let me know and i can make plannings. (ps: silly, u need not inform me, i will plan it, u shld know)

2008-05-17T13:06:00.003+08:00

updates!!!

Sorry for missing for so long. Quite busy with my work plus i am lazy to update. haha. Ok! here i go with my long long updates. Happie and sorrow!!

Happies:

1) I got my digital camera already!!! =D will post the pics to show u all soon.

2) I started driving around with my uncle though i cant really parked very well but.... i still can drive quite steady now!

Me driving!

3) Went prawning with my families. Was a super fun day with them, laughter here and there and shouting when we cauhgt the prawns. Didnt know prawning was so fun.. Lets go again!!!

Prawns caught:

4) Graduation day is coming and i have got my attire ready! Super excited coz i can go back school again to meet silly, mr. teh peng and sadrina!!!! Ready for my grill fish session plus teh peng with pearl and chats non-stop. =D (can i have a bouquet of sunflower for my graduation??) haha. i saw from drama, people who graduated always have others giving them flower.

5) I got used to my working place now! quite happy that people there are really very nice and fun to be with. i Love OCC lah!!! haha

6) oh ya, not forgetting picking my "miss miko lah" home from the airport. She had a great time at taiwan and i got lots of food and clothes and a pair of superly nice shoes! how xin fu i am right!!

wheres miko?

6) Outing with ting! we shop around and i had a great time with her!

foods we had:

7) Went to watch movies with mr. teh peng and raymond! haha. What a funny combine! but the show "iron man" was great. Damn nice and i like it! i give 4.5 popcorns outta 5 popcorns. =)

Sorrow:

1) it have been about weeks since i last see silly. i miss silly!!!! =( Silly, please dun work so much, find time to meet me......

2) How do u define "BUDDIES" ? i was asked and troubled by this question. It no longer be the same like before, i no longer can join in anymore!

The minute when you said " we were never close friends before, just friends that get along" hurt me and makes me let go of the friendship i have held on for at least 5 years!

i hate the way u speak yet do the opposite to slap your own face. I hate the the gaps we had when we meet up to have dinner. i hate the way i was being neglected and unseen! Why does this type of incident always happen on me? Am i really so bad and not worth being a friend? Why hurt me with words like we were never close friends from the beginning? I know that you have ur own companies and no longer need a listener like me but hurting words need not be spell out to drive me away. I could walk away myself, at least, i still have alittle pride and dignity to move along. I was insulted and deeply hurt!!

I didnt know i was never the needed one. I am just the odd one out in the group!

Time to let go this friendship! Bye buddy boyfriend. bye to my groups of gangs that i have always thought is the one who will stay with me forever!

2008-05-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

It have been a week since i last blogged...

Work makes me busy, makes me pack with no much time to rest. Yet time are packed for shopping trips with sisters and friends, not forgetting my all time favourite silly! We never forget each other or rather never fail to miss each other even though we are both very busy. This is how close we are. Seriously, i think i cannot live without silly, its like a part of my life meeting or chatting with silly.

And yes, me and silly are planning to go for some spa trips. Just the TWO of us. haha. Any nice location to suggest to me so i can make better planning?

Today is my last day of training at work and i am gonna go back branch for OJT already. I will miss my 2 closest friend, helen and josella. haha. But i am sure we will meet up again for shopping trips. =)

I will post photo soon, once i got it ya.

2008-04-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

Oh! a HAPPIE day!

FIRST OF ALL!!!! i pass my driving test already. (25 april 2008, friday 11AM) hahahahaha. I a, super happy about it.

When i came for my warm up test, i was superly nervous and feeling down coz i got no confidence at all. Silly callled and encouragment was given, my favourite instructor was around me to support me. He was my warm up teacher, cool isnt it? Last encourgament was given by him and here i got to the black room to know my test route and tester of the day.

I got a malay tester and test route 7. Journey starts at 11.05 am and everything in circuit went smoothly, i was not pin point at all in the circuit and here i go out of school for the test route 7 and i saw my tester with non-stop marking on the paper. I THOUGHT i will fail actually. The test finished at around 11.30am and i followed the tester up to level 2 and he annouced my test results.

Tester: there are afew points i want you to take note and some points are deducted. BUT, i PASSED you!
Me: really? Thank you. thank you. thank you. *shake tester hand non-stop*

haha. I went down level 1 and my instructor was awaiting for me. i am superly happy, i called my dearest to spread my happiness.

So from todayy onwards:

I AM A OFFICALLY APPROVED DRIVER!!!!!

Mr.mini copper, wait for me!!

2008-04-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

Work and work..

Everyday i wake up doin the same old routine and rushing to work and squeezing the buses. I am tired of it but i can't wait for 27th of the month when i first see my hard work pay out. =D

Anyway, quick updates.

Working non-stop or rather training non stop, regardless at training center or branches. Will be going down branches tomorrow. Kind of nervous and scared actually. Lots of assignment to be done. TIRED!!!!

I have got lots of things wanna buy.
1. More cosmetics especially my loose powder
2. More shoes for work
3. A pouch
4. More clothes
5. a watch
6. Gucci envy me pink bottle perfume

ps: i wonder i earned enough to buy things i wanted. haha. I have already planned what to buy for the next pay which i will received during May and i have debts to be cleared. i wanna go crazy shopping with silly when we get our pay.

I have got my debit card and it looks nice, will post the pics when i have the time.

oh ya!!! Mr.teh peng burpday coming and planning what to give him. Cannot reveal more coz i am sure he reads it whenever he is free. haha.

Lastly, i miss schools!!! Miss my friends in sch like silly(though i just met her), sadrina, Mr. teh peng and the grill-fish at design schools!!!!

And i got to repeat my daily routine again for tomorrow!!! =(

2008-04-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

A good start!

I have started my first day of job. It was great. Better than i have thought or rather imagined. Environment was good, ppl was friendly and most importantly, I finished work early today. I could go back at 4pm! MIND YOU IS 4PM!!!! haha. Super happie about it.

Let me begin how i dragged myself to work. I meet silly at 8.10am at bedok interchange feeling super sian. Complaining to silly how sian i am towards work today. Reached my destination just on dot which is on 8.45am. I was sitting at the front row and was abit lost and this lady drag me to take a photograph for my staff pass which i wasnt prepared at all. And yes the photo was totally grossed. My hair was messy. haha. We started some briefing and i did manage to know afew people sitting besides me. And yes, 8 of us go lunch together.

In between there is some mis-communciation which makes us lost and dunno where we should go but we got to know at last that we were suppose to stay in the same place.

Got my staff pass (efficient isnt it?), attend all briefing. All i can say is GOOD! =D Hope i can enjoyed my work place as time goes by.

ps: will post some pics when i am free.

2008-04-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be my first day of work. Feeling super sian, tired that my life will be the same.. Everything wake up, go work from 8.45 to 5.45.

Cant imagine me always squeezing the bus and mrt to go to work, everyday got to think of what kind of formal wear to dress up, everyday got to make-up and do a nice hair-do, everthing got to wake up super early to prepare myself for work. No more late sleeping during weekdays, no more slacking during day-time. No more dun feel like goin can dun go. Everything is so different from schools.

Or rather it is because its not the event coordinator job i always dreamed for, therefore i am dragging myself to work..

Bestie just called me regarding a frd birthday gift. Ever since the worst day, i never have excitment regarding birthday issues. It reminds me of everything. I never know i was so.................. I hate that. I am feeling low now!

Totally no excitment for work, no nervous, no nothing....

bye. Will update u guys on my job environment asap..

2008-04-04T13:08:00.006+08:00

Lotsa Trips to show..

First to present:

Our day to the fire station gallery with me, ting n silly!!! We have truly enjoyed ourselves until we have lots of stupid pose and idea without noticing that there is actually cameras around the place, i guess the security have laugh till they die. ahah. Ok.

Let the pics show how happy we are..

A pink trishaw:

Ok, i am angry that i am not in the pics.

This mail box is cool isnt, ps: dun look at my leg

See how beautiful this phone is:

I am super interested with the oldies phone alright..

So are silly..

So are my sister too..

When my sis are busyingworking for the fireman:

So are we...

Fireman car:

i am still busy with the equipment:

The invisble driver:

oh my god, silly flying away..

Equipments:

And here we are at bukit ho swee:

Working in process:

Before lights on:

After lights on: (ps: cool isnt it?)

Work in process part 2:

Bye bye fire station...

Next i will move on to our hat session. Super funny. i realise we love hats!!

Macho silly:

Another trip is to the Malaysia wit mummy, ting n silly.

We have lots of fun though the weather is superly hot. Mind you, i am wearing long pants alright! But we have lots of chats during the journey, buy magazine to read, have our breakfast, lunch, dinner together, shop in a high-class shopping mall and ended up we bought lots of food home. Most importantly, me and silly got a slice of cheese cake each.. I love it. super nice alright. Ting emo-ing through the whole journey, Praying at temple and also goin to the organic plantation to take a look. Scenery is nice, people are fun and food are delicious. How can i not enjoyed???

Pics:

While waiting for everyone to join us:

ting and me cam whore:

When we board onto the coach:

When ting is emo-ing

Best part of Malaysia

Organic plantation visiting:

When weather is hot:

The laughter of the day...

Presenting worst pics ever that makes us laugh like hell...

Presenting DHL UNCLE:

Dinner before we headed home:

Last pic taken before we go home..

Journey ended and i wonder when i will have this much time to travel around like what i have did past few weeks... =(

2008-04-03T16:47:00.002+08:00

Can't believe...

I cant believe that after 3 more days, i will be stepping into a brand new environment where the faces are new, thw work load are different from schools. Kind of tired and sian of this type of feeling. Wish me lots of lucks in my new full time job!!!!

2008-04-01T16:54:00.002+08:00

The first time ever in my life, i hated my mummy's occupation as a hawker. A tough and tiring job that not all can endure..

Let me explain why:

the stall was closed for about a month for some renovation to proceed. Today, everything was done and all the stall holder needed to clean up the stall. So, mummy went to do so too and me accompany her since i am around.

When the door was opened up, i got a shocked of my life, spiders and webs around, cockroaches around the stall. Worst thing is that there is a very stingky smell which makes u feel like vomitting. My mummy said nothing but started straight away to clear and wipe away the webs. I did nothing but to stand outside the stall to look at her as i was terried and couldnt do much. The useless me, stood outside the stall for about 30 mins and stared at how mummy does all the cleaning and this moment makes me realise and understand why she is always so tired after work. A tough job for her yet she never GRUMBLE at all. All because she needed the money to support us. I felt like hugging mummy tightly telling her how much i love her.

FYI, the cleaning process started from about 11 to 3 and i am dead tired!!! I wonder how mummy survive it throughout the years..

From today onwards, i swear i will worked as hard as possible to be able to support her so that she need not work anymore. I want mummy to quit this stupid tiring job. I wanna her to rest at home like a Tai-Tai. Hope i am able to do..

MUMMY, I LOVE YOU!!!!

2008-03-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

A update...

1. And yes.. i quitted my job and yesterday was my last day of job.. Kind of sad yet happy. Its ok, dun be surprised as i always have mixed feelings going through my shitty mind.

2. I went to an unexpected fire station gallery with my sis n sj and we have taken lots of stupid pics which makes me laugh like hell.. haha. (ps: pics will be post soon..)

3.Malaysia trip was fun.. I have enjoyed to the fullest.. (ps: pics will be post soon..)

4. Results slips was received and yes, my mp n sip results are stated in progress.. like what the hell.. iszi considered as a complete one?

5. Some movie watched.. like spider wick, endless love, the ophanange..

6. went to the cemetry to pray.. some random thoughts, i was wondering what it will be like if daddy is still around? will he be happy of my results? will he be excited over my new job? will he weep with me when i am sad or laugh with me when i am upset? Will be come fetch me home when i needed him? will he go shoppin with me? Will he love me as much as like when i am young? I really wondered..

7. I hated it. the issues i am facing.. Really hate it..

Thats all peeps. mood low and will update pics soon....

2008-03-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! OMG!!! OMG!!!

My happiest day! With lots of reasons. Let me list it out:

1. The best presents i have ever received (will post the pics out soon, make a guess what it is that makes me superly happy)

2. My outing with sis and besties was the most enjoyable and full of laughter.

3. Though i didnt meet up them throughout the day but a little hours spent with them really brigthen up my life.

4. Non-stop laughter with funniest and exciting games ever that makes us so alert of each other.

5. I have got the best presents ever for my life besides my first watch from my sis and a neckalace from my mom.

6. I really thank god for letting me meet them, silly, gong mei, mr.teh peh and buddy boyfriend.

I have enjoyed my day with laughter, joy and touching momemnt with cam whore around and stupid games goin on. Will post the pics soon. =D

ps: Thanks gals and guys for all u have done for me!!!

ok: here's the pics:

Making a wish

the complete:

Best combi

Funs i have had:

That stick is mine!!!

she is the ugly doll

i blow again

i love this

a snapshot before we leave

Games that we played:

Foods that we have ordered:

how can i ever forget the funs?

The presents i have got:

the touching hand-made gifts from 2 besties:

Presenting from mei:

From silly: ( a few page ok, cannot show all)

yap. indeed... we have come so far....

I like this 2 pics!!! ahhaha... non-stop laughter..

ps: how can i not be touched by all these? laughter at the same time touched!! omg!! i swear i am damn excited with mixed feeling the whole night!!

oh ya, a pre-celebration with my families: